| Saturday, December 20th, 2008 |
| 1:08 am |
My new piercing
I had it done wednesday what do u guys think i love it! i always wanted it. so im so happi and it didnt hurt at all only part that hurt was when the guy had to grab my skin with the pincher thingy i loved it when he pierced me and u could feel all the layers being pierced lol oh and when the guy was screwing in the ball thingy gems that kinda hurt cuz he screwed so fucking hard i was like omg stop pulling me lol it was fun! i loved it   |
| Sunday, December 14th, 2008 |
| 10:28 pm |
2008 survey
Well i did it on myspace and decided to post it here :D
1-Did you kiss anyone?
no but i know a cute little slut that has! * cough * EMILY*
2- Did u date anyone?
no
3-Are you going to kiss someone when the ball drops?
no
4-Did you lose any friends?
yes.
5-Did you gain any friends?
yes emily.
6-Did you do something new?
well i guess i did.
7-Did anyone important to you die?
yea actually a week ago.
8-Did you change?
ABSOLUTELY
9-Are you happy with the year over all?
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
10-Whats the best thing that happened to you?
Dir en grey concert with my juliet....
11-Did you fall in or out of love?
out
12-Are you happy the years almost over?
no.
13-Are you going to change something about you next year?
yea
14-Do you think 2009 will be a better year then 2008?
i fucking hope so
20-Did you go on a summer vacation?
no
21-Did you lie to your parents?
haaaaaaaaaaaaaa i cant even belive thats a question.
22-Did you get into a fight?
yes
23-Did you leave the country?
yes
24-Did you have a good birthday?
FUCK NO
25-Did anyone in your family get married?
dunno
26-Do you think you grew?
si
27-Did you dye your hair?
yes
28-Who do you think you were on the phone with the most?
tai
29-Did anyone sing to you?
kyo???? lol oh my weird english teacher
30-Did you sing to anyone?
yes to emily.
31-Did anyone tell you they loved you?
yes and i got proposed.
32-Did you ever go to the hospital?
no
33-What did you drink and eat the most?
water.
water.
34-Did you change your top friends atleast 8 times?
yes
35-Did you change your profile over 10 times?
yes
36-Did you change your default atleast 20 times?
duh.
37-Did you get a tattoo?
tattos are fucking wicked buutt im not the type that would look good in one
38-Did you vote?
no
39-Are you going to make a new years resolution?
to actually kill myself this time
41-Think you’ll date someone in 2009?
no.
cuz i never do period no one likes me
and i dont like anyone
42-Where will you be when the ball drops?
mexico city.
43-Do you think you will make new friends in 2009?
no
44-Are you hoping to meet someone special in 2009?
no.
5-How do you feel, Another year has passed you by?
made me feel like shit.
i lost some stupid bitch that broke my heart ( friendship)
im depressed
i have insomia.
im fat.
i have no goals in my life.
im an alcoholic now ( so much for making fun of my drunk family.
look at me now)
no one likes me
im old
im withered
and god do i wish i was dead.
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| Sunday, November 23rd, 2008 |
| 12:43 pm |
update of ales life
Its quite sad.
i went to buy my cool shirt and petticoat yesturday without any shit happening to me like
FRIDAY where some asshole made me nervous
i thought i run him over haha ( motorcycle )
he was an asshole and i aint gonna go over what specifically happen
i was all happy listening to the studs actually lol and he came and ruined it for me.
im listening to them a lot nowadays. :D
ugh and i finally got paid, 202 something dollars
i wasted 60 on cds, 40 on my clothes and No more. im done.
im saving for the diru concert and my piercing but im so bitter about the fucking place i worked. assholes
karma is gonna get u
and me. im gonna have good karma ;P
well this is the new jacket i got 2 weeks ago i love iittt
My petticoat ( not the one i got yesturday ANOTHER one, im buying a lot of them... hahaha )
picture isnt that good. omg its really bad lol and on me finally i looked nice that day i think ;3 Another picture but this is a skirt i made with my mom and me :D |
| Monday, October 27th, 2008 |
| 10:23 pm |
Cruel star.
:(
theres nothing motherfucking good about anything.
No money. No person i can be happy with truly.
I'm pathetic.
Im tired
im sleepy
i wanna kill you.
i wanna vomit the love i ever had for you right now.
funny thing is
theres no love left but only jealousy remains.
what should i fucking vomit then.
i would wish you a cruel fate and i have but
i cant because i know you
and knowing
that just being the person you are is
enough of a fucking punishment. I hope......
I hope someone loves me again the way u loved me.
But i want someone too, to have feelings towards to
I need a new light.
but i dont feel anything for anyone. and i dread there wont be anyone.
you were my only friend....
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| Friday, October 17th, 2008 |
| 7:59 pm |
:)
I finally got the 3rd single from the studs.
it arrived today
and so did my sex pot revenge necklace!
im so happi
i lost my favorite necklace a month ago because i was a loser
and got
drunk
and passed out in someones backyard.
the story can go on. but i shall not tell it.
but its soo cute
 and a picture of knox. stupid ass dog that eats its own motherfucking shit but oh i cant stop from kissing it...
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| Wednesday, October 15th, 2008 |
| 4:27 pm |
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| Friday, October 3rd, 2008 |
| 10:02 pm |
:D
its been awhile since i updated a new picture but here i am!
i decided to be blond for awhile with pink buttttt
soon im gonna dye it all back to pink.
Im talking to Eri chan and she is going to move to Peru in January because shes sick of Japan and hates her job.
I hope she likes Peru then and can be happi. shit i wanna go to Peru to see pyramids and stuff :3
Im still having a shit time going to sleep and im pretty sure i do have insomia. and panic attacks watever that is... like i just get really paranoid at night. especially when u cant hear shit at all and all of the sudden u hear coyotes or fuckign owls.
i hate owls.
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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2008 |
| 8:43 pm |
senior pictures
I just took them like 1 hour ago
but omg
i was so nervous cuz im not realli photogenic
he said they came out really good so i hope so....
:/ haha and then i came here and stole pattys iphone and took pics
i havent done so in awhile so yay
here :3
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| Thursday, August 14th, 2008 |
| 1:58 am |
i am so
fucking miserable so many fucking jobs have rejected me first those fat sons of bitches i wont mention told me u didnt pass the test fuck u now motherfucking walmart said no to me like wat the hell am i going to do i tried the mall, clothing places such as hot topic, spencers, shoe places, ice cream places, fuckign dazzle ect ect and none have ever ever called me back with the exception of fucking dazzle which fucked me up telling me in the last minute we are looking for someone 18 and for full time! hot topic, like 2 days ago buying tights, i talked to the manager cuz she likes me and i was like ya i appiled here not too long ago and then she told me how its realli hard to get a job right now and shes even having trouble with her own peeps not giving them enough hours to work ya............ and then other places wont take me because of my hair im not going to change my hair period. i love it and scarificed too much for it so no no but still u would think any place would take me i wanna die. |
| Thursday, August 7th, 2008 |
| 8:42 pm |
SCANCH!
</lj-embed>LMAO ok so i was listening to dear Rolly
and i was like hmm i want more music of his
so i went to look for his OLD OLD band
called Scanch,すかんち........
they formed in 1982.. damn lol
anyways i found this hilarious video of them!
lmao i like the song omg its like wicked old
its called ペチカ, Pechika
oh and Rolly, a lot of you might know him
Hes from Suicide Club
the crazy dude named Genesis where some chick is raped and killed while others watch
and he sings his cute little song!
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| Wednesday, July 16th, 2008 |
| 10:03 pm |
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| Tuesday, July 15th, 2008 |
| 11:25 pm |
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| Saturday, July 12th, 2008 |
| 12:22 pm |
so theres this bitch on crunchyroll in the group im in
called lolita fashion
omg this girl thinks she knows everything about lolita
she does have a lot of knowledge but shes so fucking prejudice
shes the classic lolita sure
but she gives such harsh criticism on other lolitas
on realli cute punk lolita pics shes like
THATS NOT LOLITA
and she says annnoying ass shit like
cheap frills blah blah
i think shes read kamikaze girls too much
yes cheap material is ugly but the ones she was fucking saying shit was alright
not everyone has motherfcking money
shes so annoying and i was like who is this bitch
i go to her website
and saw her few pics of lolita
her outfits were ok.
nothing that makes my heart flutter
but
this bitch isnt even trying ON HER APPERANCE
she does absolutely nothing on her hair or make up
ugh how can one insult others when shes just some complete idiot
and the way she says about things
like SHE IS RIGHT and just veri veri harsh
theres so many lolitas.
u can respect them
cuz u can telll they put a lot of effort in their outfit and it comes out nice
people like this that boast about stupid things are so idiotic and just hurt people
im in groups where they do tell u well this would look better if u combine it with this blah blah or this isnt working
but HEY the diffference is that they are helping u
u dont feel hurt
but this bitch is like EWW NOT LOLITA
this has been my fuckign rant for today. |
| Sunday, June 29th, 2008 |
| 11:41 pm |
スモーキンビリ
My rant for today:
i been obssessed with Thee Michelle Gun Elephant... AGAIN for like the 100th time
i havent dressed nice cuz its fucking hot its fucking 109 baby ok its a desert
I HAVE NO ENERGY TO DRESS anything cute cuz its freaking hot
i finished summer school
i cant get a job
its a cycle of they wont hire u cuz u dont have expirence but how the fuck are u going to get any if they DONT hire u
see the cycle....
Im vicious and brutal.... and i think i have lost my best friend realli
this is the falling action or watever u call it
i wonder when it was the climax of me and her
its sad
i did love her
i hate how people think love is about romantic feelings
not true
u can love so many people and not hold feelings towards them that way
so i fucking loved her
and i have crashed and burn
hmm wat else well thats all
i hanged out with tai and saw Wanted it was actually good
a bit cheesy in some parts but u can bare it
ya well all u can do is keep moving foward
im sure my hard work and positive thinking will provide good things in the future
freaking karma
dont fail me
im such a fuckign good person
cuz i belive everything i do is right
so even if i might hurt people ( which i do of course but i enjoy it )
its right in my mind
so its right
and good things will fuckign come my way
period.. Im Ale :D and my cousin made me translate him some shit to english to talk to this girl telling hey cutie want my email and some shit and omg ur fucking hot
hes such a slut....
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| Tuesday, June 10th, 2008 |
| 10:27 am |
concert
i woke up having bad alllergies i still cant breathe and freaking sam hasnt messaged me back like im getting more pissed now cuz i messsaged her why i was pissed and "we" talked about it but bullshit shes still not doing anything for freaking gods sake ughh i hate people who are not strong its horrible ok but other news today is the concert <333 with tai so its all good but its going to be 104 today so... ugh wat a freaking drag |
| Friday, June 6th, 2008 |
| 3:00 pm |
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| Wednesday, April 16th, 2008 |
| 2:11 pm |
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| Monday, December 17th, 2007 |
| 4:12 pm |
ha karla took this picture
of me when we were in the media lab with tai who was doing his project i look funny and my pink layer was upp but sadly today it was too straight so it couldnt go up very well *cry*
 freaky ha i look like something
oh another pic :D
 my head is awesome |
| Saturday, December 15th, 2007 |
| 3:30 pm |
AHH ;)
I just got my sex pot revenge shirt~~~~~
im so happi yay
it took only 6 days
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| Friday, November 30th, 2007 |
| 4:55 pm |
Ichigooo
:o i found a old pic of me in layanies phone! ha its ocotober 3 i think so not old lol tehe
 im talking to lauras bfriend and he just got out the pub haha its midnight already in england
layanies skirt and my skirt, it matches, im the one with the pink belt and leopord print belt cuz im kick ass
:) my face is in absolute dreamland
im thinking MAKOOoooooo lol
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